Saturday, August 26, 2006 senti..
life is unjust sometimes.. but it's life.. sometimes really good things can turn bad.. it's either by chance or by choice. but nothing happens by chance. we either do it, or other people do it for us. sometimes we need to really accept a person.. whatever personality and behavior he or she has.. we should completely accept who he or she is before we decide that he or she is the one.
as for me.. it's a matter of choice. it really is. nothing happens by chance. i'm listening to sentimental music (again.. sentimental.. not EMO). i'm thinking, how come something perfect be destructed? like what happened before.. why? it's such a cruel world. who do perfect people have to e punished? why do imperfect people get punished more?? i'm downloading more rnb/senti music for myself.. haha.. i don't have the slightest reason why! my love life's okay. we don't ahve fights.. but still i'm not that happy. i'm not saying i'm not happy with him.. i am unhappy with ME. yes. me. i am so twisted i couldn't even believe it.
i'm still pondering why the hell won't anyone comment my blog?? i don't have a lot in my links page, probably because i only know a few. i envy other people with oozing commentaries from people i'm not even sure they know. i need to find people to read my stuff. that way i'll really e satisfied. i'm not calling this hunger for attention, i just think this blog is lifeless without the opinions of other people., and reading thoughts from people i don't know can be quite exciting, don't you think?
as for me.. it's a matter of choice. it really is. nothing happens by chance. i'm listening to sentimental music (again.. sentimental.. not EMO). i'm thinking, how come something perfect be destructed? like what happened before.. why? it's such a cruel world. who do perfect people have to e punished? why do imperfect people get punished more?? i'm downloading more rnb/senti music for myself.. haha.. i don't have the slightest reason why! my love life's okay. we don't ahve fights.. but still i'm not that happy. i'm not saying i'm not happy with him.. i am unhappy with ME. yes. me. i am so twisted i couldn't even believe it.
i'm still pondering why the hell won't anyone comment my blog?? i don't have a lot in my links page, probably because i only know a few. i envy other people with oozing commentaries from people i'm not even sure they know. i need to find people to read my stuff. that way i'll really e satisfied. i'm not calling this hunger for attention, i just think this blog is lifeless without the opinions of other people., and reading thoughts from people i don't know can be quite exciting, don't you think?
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