my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me
... so i die HAPPY

Thursday, November 30, 2006 Like.. whatever..

Sweetest things a guy could do..

smell her hair....
Talk to her in movie theatres....
Hold her hand while u talk....
Tell her shes beautiful....
Look her in the eye when u talk to her....
Tell her stupid jokes....
Let her mess with ur hair....
Just walk around wit her....
Look at her like shes the only girl you see...
Tickle her Even if she says stop....
When she starts swearing at u,tell her ulove her....
Let her fall asleep in ur arms....
Get her mad,then kiss her....
Tease her...Let her tease u back....
kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her....
Stay up wit her all night when shes sick....
Watch her favorite movie....
Kiss her forehead....
Write her letters....
If she asks u 2 go 2 a show with her,go....
Let her wear ur clothes....
When she's sad,hang out with her....
Buy her ice cream....
Let her take all the photos she wants....
Kiss her in the rain....
And when u fall in love with her tell her....

..are these really true? Well.. some are..
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Hm.. I'm bored..

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Sunday, November 26, 2006 better luck next time.

Huhu.. Hindi nanalo ung Callalily as Breakthrough Artist of the Year sa SOP Music Awards. Pero they're still more awards ahead of them. Sana manalo sila the next time they are nominated sa ibang music awards. I still like them even though they didn't get this chance. At least I know they're good enough to be nominated in an award show.. hindi katulad ng ibang bands.. Pero I'm not discriminating other bands. I love OPM and all the bands that goes under that. Hey! Mei NU Rock Awards pa pala! hehe.. pede na un! Sana.. sana manalo talaga sila.. o kea kahit isa sa kanila.. Sana!!!

Anyway, yesterday, aus na kami. We talked. And we talked long. Long like.. the whole afternoon. Haha! We're cool. And we're deciding to go to the same school together. Wee! I'm happy about it.. even though there's a catch. There's this girl. I'm not gonna mention any names. You know who you are and you know who she is. Well, he's gonna go the same school as ours. Ewan ko ba.. Before Michael didn't want to chance schools.. tapos all of a sudden nangunguna siya sa pagkuha ng form dun sa school na un. Malaman ko na lang dun din pala ung girl na un! Oo! Medyo naiinis ako! What the heck!! Dati sabi mo ayaw mo na lumipat.. tsaka ayaw mo rin sa Letran kasi sabi ng classmate mo pangit dun! Tapos ngeon gusto mo na.. dun din pala siya magaaral! Siguro napagusapan niyo un noh!? Well, I'm getting paranoid nanaman! Ayoko na ng away! Grr! Pero come to think of it.. anu kea un!? Tapos tatanungin mo ko kung bakit ako nagseselos.. hayaan mo.. hindi na..

What the-- I can't believe I said those things. Hindi na nga ako mangaaway! Sige mag Letran na tayo! Okay na sakin! Kasama naman si Geli eh!>_< *sigh* Isipin ko na lang.. walang nangyayari.. kesa nga naman mag stay ka jan sa PWU eh ang layo layo niyan, tapos mapapagod ka pa.. Eh pag nag Letran Calamba tayo, malapit lang ng onti.. tapos mei mga kasabay ka pa sa pag uwi.

Grr! Tama na!! Shhhh... ayoko na mag salita.. Masaya ung araw kahapon.. medyo naisip ko lang ung instance na un.. ung school issue na un.. Kea I suddenly fured up.. nakakapagtaka lang kasi eh..!




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Saturday, November 25, 2006 weird and confused..

I don't know either I'm happy or sad. I don't know how I'm gonna act the moment that I see him when he comes over later. I don't know how I'm gonna treat him. I don't know whether I ignore whatever happened yesterday and act liek nothing's happened and we're still cool. I don't think he understood me yesterday. I don't think he knew that I'm so bummed that I actually wanna kill myself last night. This sucks. I'm trying to make myself happy and what do I do..? I make this kind of post. Ewan ko ba. I need to talk to him, and no one else. Gusto ko siya ung kausapin ko tungkol sa mga bagay na ganito kasi he's the person I feel so comfortable with. I really wanna see him and I wish pumunta na siya asap kasi aalis ako mamayang hapon kce pu2nta ako kanila Mara coz mei handa xa kasi birthday na nia sa monday. Haha! But hindi ako pu2nta dun becuse of the food. I just like the company and she wanted me to go so I'll go. Tutal minsan lang nman ung birthday diba? Andito ako sa Alevort ngeon. I'm with Thea, Kathy and Iyah, Kakaalis lang ni Tintin kaya sakin na pinaubaya ung time niya d2 sa computer. Hehe.

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Friday, November 24, 2006 I thought you were there.

Hay nako. wala akong masisisi.. Sobrang badtrip nitong araw na toh.. and I don't know how the hell I'm gonna cheer myself up. I thought he was always here for me. Tapos ngeong kelangan ko xa, wala xa. This sucks. Someone told me na don't expect much. Well, actually 2 people told me not to expect too much. Pero I didn't expect that much! The only thing I did was to believe na pupunta nga xa, but he didn't. So bale anung nangyari? Nasayang ung effort ko, nadisappoint ako sa kanya, lalo lang akong nabadtrip, thus, tears bursted out. Hindi ko naman mapigil eh! The only thing I knew that can cheer me up was his presence, pero hindi nga siya dumating despite ung sinabi nia na 'wait mo ako ha, punta ako jan'. Damn this life. I feel so alone. Even my boyfriend couldn't cheer me up. Anu ba toh.. Ang hirap kasi I feel na walang papansin sakin. Walang mei pakialam kung nagkakaganito ako. Tapos umaaasa pa ko sa wala. Alam na ngang badtrip ako, lalo pa kong binadtrip. Pero hindi ko siya sinisisi.. It's just, basta!! Yun na yun! Hirap na ma explain kasi pagod na ko. I gave him another chance and he blew it! Malas lang niya na badtrip pa ko.. and suwerte niya na I don't have the guts to ignore him! Kakainis talaga!! I don't know what to do. nagpatong patong na yung sama ng loob ko, ni best friend ko nde ako napasaya ng ganun. I hate myself! People can make me feel happy pero panandalian lang! It's not for real. I can't understand myself. Ayokong mag away kami but I want him to feel na sobrang nasaktan ako na ginawa niya! Ayokong sabihin na hindi ko na xa kelangan pag mei problem ako pero sobra na eh! Minsan lang ako mag-open ng ganun sa kanya, and he blew it off. Katext ko nga siya pero tagal niya mag reply. Sinu hindi tatamarin nian..!?

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Thursday, November 23, 2006 Hands Down

by Dashboard Confessional

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near,
stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down
this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006 Taas Baba.

Aking inuulit ang pag-lagay ng Tagalog na post dito sa araw na ito. Hindi ako nakapag-online kahapon kaya naman ako'y magkukuwento sa mga pangyayari.

Kahapon ay muli kaming nagkatampuhan. Sinisisi ko uli ang aking sarili sapagkan kung hindi ako tinopak ay nakapag-Basketball pa siya at hindi kami nagkagalit. Nainis lang naman ako dahil inantay ko ang teks niya, dahil gusto ko lang naman malaman kung kumusta na siya sa mga oras na iyon. Nagpunta ako sa bahay ng kaibigan kong si Tintin dahil mei kinakailangan kaming gawin. Sa oras na makarating ako sa bahay nila ay biglang tumawag ni Michael sa selpon ko. Pinapauwi na niya ako dahil andun na pala siya sa bahay. Kaya naman nagmadali ako kanila Tintin ngunit nakauwi parin ako ng alas-sais ng gabi. Pag dating ko doon ay mejoh natuwa na ako't nakita ko siya. Ngunit sa pag lapit ko sa kanya ay nalungkot ako sa mga unang sinabi niya sa akin. Sabi niya na uuwi na daw siya. Nalungkot ako sapagkat sa tagal ng pagaantay ko sa kanya at sa pagmamadali ko sa pag uwi ay iyon lamang ang pambungad niya. Kaya naman noong sinabi niya iyon ay ang sinabi ko na lang ay mamaya na. Basta parang ang bilis ng pangyayari, napansin ko na lamang ay hindi nanaman kami nagpapansinan, at nagyayaya na talaga siyang umuwi. Nainis na ako sa sarili ko dahil sobrang tinotopak na talaga ako, kahit wala naman siyang ginagawang masama. Siguro nga ay parang sinasakal ko na siya kasi parang nanghuhula lang siya kung ano ang rason ng pagka-moody ko. Pero sa kasuwertehan ay uimuwi naman siya na medyo okey na kami..

Ayun, nagloko nanaman ako. Para akong sira. Kung sana hindi ako nagkatopak ay sunud-sunod ang magagandang araw ko..

Bueno, ngayon naman ay napakasaya ko ulit. Walang nangyari masama sa amin. Nakahingi naman ako ng paumanhin sa inakto ko kahapon. Ang saya. Kaarawan ng ina ko ngayon at masaya ako't andito siya kanina kahit walang handa o ano man. Nakakain naman kami ng cake na tsokolate. Medyo marami rin kaming nakain. Haha! Napakasaya naman kapag hindi kami nagaaway. Bakit pa kasi ako tinotopak eh! Eh di sana araw araw masaya. Pero sa bagay, boring nga naman kung parati na lang masaya. Hindi ba't medyo nakakasawa yata iyon?

Hay nako, kanina pa ako pinapatulog ng ina ko. Siguro'y hanggang dito na laman muna. Sa susunod na post ko ay susubukan ko nang maging inglesyera ulit. Haha! Paalam!




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Sunday, November 19, 2006 Kasiyahan.

Medyo wirdo ang araw na ito! Hindi ko alam kung bakit basta parang walang nangyari masama! Salamat sa kung sino mang naging rason kung bakit ang saya saya ko ngayon at nag desisyong tagalugin muna itong parte ng blog ko na ito.

Una sa lahat => si Erik Morales. Kung gumaling siya ngayon ay maraming Pilipinong magluluksa. Hindi madadagdagan ang kayamanan ni Pacquiao a.k.a Pacman pambayad sa inapagawang mansyon nia sa Gen San.
Ikalawa => Ang oras ng pag-onlayn ko dito sa kompyuter na ito. Nailagay ko ng husto ang mga litrato sa blog ko at Multiply ko.
Ikatlo => si Michael Angelo de Vera. Ang saya dahil walang nangyaring away sa ating dalawa ngayon. Sana ganito na lamang araw araw at walang nangyayaring hindi kanaisnais sa ating dalawa.
Ikaapat => ang mga masasayang alaala mula sa Field Trip namin noon ika-17 ng Nobyembre, 2006. Nung Biyernes iyon.
Ikalima => ang paglubog ng araw sa Mall of Asia. Habang iniisip ko ang mga oras na iyon ay gumagaan ang damdamin ko at gusto ko pang bumalik ng Manila Bay upag masilayan muli ang kagandahan dulot ng pagsapit ng gabi.

Ukol sa mga detalye na hindi ko nailahad sa post ko noon, maraming nangyaring hindi ko maipaliwanag. Masayang malungkot ang araw ko. Laking pasasalamat ko talaga kay Michael at nagpunta siya sa Mall of Asia. Sobrang saya at sobrang natuwa ako dahil doon.

Gumastos ka man ng malaki ay nagawa mo talagang samahan ako sa Field Trip. Sobrang saya ng buhay at hindi mo ako iniiwan. Sana hindi ka magbago.

Ayan, narinig ko na yata na dumating ang aking ina. Maaaring mag-log out na ako sapagkat gagamit na siya. Paalam!




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Pictures Galore!

As promised, here are some pics from our field trip. Enjoy.=)








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Friday, November 17, 2006 Last Best Field Trip.

hai naku!! today was our field trip, actually I just came home. I'm a bit tired but I still wanna update. I have a lot of pictures but I'll post them up next time because my mom took the digicam and i didn't have the chance to upload the pics.

When we borded the bus, the first thing a lot of us did was to take pictures! Haha! I did the same thing, and I was pretty happy that I was able to catch some moments with my classmates. Then when the bus started moving, I first thought about doing is to eat, but I resisted and just took pictures. Then we reached DOST, the same place we went to when we were still in sophomores. We arrived at about 7:30 am, then nothing happened so me and my friend decided to go out and walk around. While walking, we heard that the building was not yet opened and we have to wait until 8 am. Bummer! Then I got tired of walking and decided to board the bus again for some rest and cold aircon air. When I got on, it was about 8 am and they started riding off the bus. Haha! I didn't go out na lang kce I was kind of tired na. Besides, we've been there before.

Then it was to Fort Santiago. That was the time Michael woke up and started texting me. He was about to go to Manila because we're supposed to meet in the Mall of Asia. Anyway, It was before lunch that we arrived the Fort, and we were pretty hungry so we decided to eat in the bus. Then afterwards, we went out and strolled about. Xempre pictures again!

Around noon, we went to the Mall of Asia. Picture Picture again and again!! Then Michael came, aus na. Pero I'm still not that happy.

You see, before I left home, I cried. It was not all because I don't have that much money to spend. I don't know why. I just cried.

Kea un, I was not in the mood. Naawa ako ng konti kei Michael because nagta-tyaga xa na pangitiin ako pero I was still not in the mood, pero I know deep inside masayang masaya ako 'coz he's there.

Masaya naman nung nasa MoA kami. The first place we went was Timezone. It was sad because nde ko maxadong nakuhanan ng pics ung stay namin dun. We've spent a lot of money in there. Come to think of it, that was the place we spent most of our money.

Aun, ewan ko ba, I'm so happy on how this trip ended. Ewan ko lang kung pupunta pa ko dun sa galaan nila tintin. I wanna come pero I don't know if Michael's coming over. Hayz!

Grabeh.. I don't know what's happening to my family. It sucks kce I don't know anything despite the fact that I'm a daughter *slash* sister in it. Ewan ko ba! The next thing I know wala na kaming pera! Sana naman cnasabi nila samin un diba?! We're old enough to understand naman eh! Pag wala na, wala na talaga!

It might be too awkward to say thing, pero P200 lang talaga ung baon ko! Yes! A mere P200! Isipin naman, mall pupuntahan namin! Hindi divisoria! I cired the fact that, sa P200 na un, ung mga friends ko kung anuano na binibili, ako nakatunganga lang sa kanila! Magmumukha akong tanga dun! Kea aus na rin na nandun c Michael at least nde ko kasama ung mga friends ko na mei money and are able to spend..

Before the day ended, xempre cnu ba naman ang pupunta dun na papalampasin ung sunset diba? Hehe. We watched the sunset, nde xa ganun ka-'romantic' as they said pero it overwhelmed me. Ewan ko kung bakit. It just did.

Well, next time na ko mag post more about the trip, and next time na ko magu-upload ng pics. Ciao!




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Wednesday, November 15, 2006 I'm not gonna make this.

Oh well! I wish there's still a next time. I know I won't win this week but I do wish I get it the next try. I only have a couple of votes! Huhu! Kawawa nman ako! hehe.. pero sana marami pa ring mag vote kce it means a lot to me! I know this blog isn't much pero I wanna see if it's interesting. Siguro ung layout lang ung interesting kea ako binoboto. Bwehehe. I evem made my friend vote for me. I wanna keep oin voting.. sana lang nakapag online ako the whole week para at least 7 of the votes will be mine. hehe. But I can't blame myself. Mas maganda rin ung competitors ko eh!

Anyways, Field trip na namin sa Friday! Wow. It's such a huge crapfest! and cooooooorrrnnnnyyyy!!! As in!! First, dun kami sa DOST thing.. (dEPARTMENT oF sCIENCE AND tECHNOLOGY), then un nga.. sa Fort Santiago then Mall of Asia.. Oh my gawd!! What a waste of P900!! Eh kung pinambibili ko pa un ng mga gusto kong albums diba!? Hayz.. anyways,,

The week is plain. Hmm. There's nothing much going on and nothing much went. Wala lang. A simple week tapos bago matapos eh Field Trip pa namin. I'm not sure kung mage-enjoy talaga ako coz I'm not sure if I'm gonna have enough money.

Graaaabbeeee!! I don't know what to type down! I'm a bit bummed coz nde ako mananalo this week. I'm so behind! Huhu.. pero sana the next time na ma-nominate ako.. I'll win na. I know my life isn't that great. And I know what I'm typing that isn't that all interesting.. but I hope that soon enough people would start reading!!

Mei naisip ako.. sana mei mangyaring interesting sa buhay ko para people would get interested in visiting my blog again and again. un naman un eh. hehe. Sana nga..

Life is beautiful..
Question...
Is my life beautiful?
I know I may be commited to someone very special......
Hmp!!
Bahala na nga!!!

The best way to be contented is not to ask more from life!!!

Grabeh.. I totally believe that quote pero I can't do it.. I mean.. Nde ko magawang maging contented when ung mga taong nakapaligid sakin eh puro luho and they get what they want..

What is this? Joke?? And gulo talaga..




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Monday, November 13, 2006 not ending.

They day's not over yet. I can't tell you if it's great or not because it's not over. It could end bad like what I had last friday.

I'm here in Alevort. I'm with my friends and I'm just doing this blog while they spend their time in Friendster. Hehe.

Back home, I heard a quote from Hilary Duff's movie, The Perfect Man. It went like this.. "Note to all blogger raised by single mom's out there.." And I forgot the rest but I know it hit me hard. Haha. I know. I understand. But then sometimes, things get unfair. She did it again. Left the house and locked the room so that we can't use the computer.

Well, I got a short time left. So I think this is it for today. I'll try to post later when my mom comes home. 'Bye!




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Past two days.

Yay! This blog is finally in the running for the Blog of the Week! I wish you people would vote for me because this is really something for me. I would want to win although I know I might not because there are a lot more blogs that are better than mine. It's okay if I don't. At least I tried right? And it wouldn't hurt if I win second place. It's a very tight match. /sob

Anyways, Sorry for the late update. My mom is not allwong us to use the computer because it was invaded by a virus. But then I know she can use it, she's just not allowing us to use it. It's not fair, I know. 'Cause the weekend came and went and I still haven't updated that well.

The past couple of days were still a rollercoaster. I guess it will stay that way. My life is one hell of a a rollercoaster. It's so complicated. And all I can do is rant. And rant. And rant some more. But then hey! I once read this and I quote "Life is still beautiful no matter what, so don't commit suicide.." and I understand the sense of it.

Last friday, I learned to do something I never wished to learn because I know it's bad. And now that I know how to do it, I know better not to do it again because I know how harmful it is. I was out almost the whole day. I was with some friends and hanged anywhere. I met new people because they were from the other school. They were nice. I can definately see how different other students are than those I am used with. They were girls, almost ladies. But one thing differed, some of them were lesbians. Yeah, that's right. I saw a lot of girl-girl relationships. I don't see why it was bad. The lesbians almost looked like guys but then they didn't look gangsta-ish unlike those from the squatters area. They looked like handsome guys really. It was nice because their girlfriends were also pretty. There was this one lezbo who looked a lot like my other bi-friend. And one crazy thing is, they both like.. I mean love the same girl. How weird! I learned how to respect the girls who prefer to the guys. Can you believe it? I actually learned two very weird things in a day. Haha. But then the day had to end bad. It was 7:30 and I went to the basketball court where Michael and his friends were because they had a game. I thought they were gonna play but they didn't. Michael decided to walk me home together with two of his friends. I thought it would be nice but along they way, I began to get a little annoyed. One of his friends started mumbling about why Michael had to walk me home, which was very rude and insensitive. I got a bit hurt because it wasn't nice. I cried the moment I separated from them. I walked home alone because I insisted that Michael and his friends head towards the place they were planning to go to. It sucks. I know. I cried while I was walking. T_T

Okay moving on..

Sunday, Michael came early. Like, because lunch. He said sorry because he knew that I got a little annoyed at his friends. He told me he was about to tell them off when I decided to walk home alone. I forgot whatever happened. It was no biggie. Then after lunch, about 2pm, Iyah and Yhaelle, my friends, came over. They stayed for a bit. Iyah got out of the mood because she was having problems with her someone. It's not something to talk about here. Haha. Anyways, I went to church with my sister and my brother but I separated from them and continued the mass alone. Michael told me he couldn't come because his dad didn't allow him to go out.

Well, that was pretty much it.




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Friday, November 10, 2006 Bad to worse, worse to worst, worst to good.. good to great?

Things really do turn upside-down don't they? It sucks a bit because I can't really stop these damn arguments from coming. Today we almost fought. I pushed him out. Why? I was sick of pulling him in so I decided to puch him hard. I am so dumb. What happened after that? The usual, he got a bit mad. I broke down, and the lot. I know things are getting out of hand, but I also know that we can surpass this even without him not coming over. I'm really trying hard to get my act together and really place in mind whjat the hell I'm doing wrong. I need help, and I'm not denying it. I know I can get pretty darn confusing and irritating, and that is practiacally the main reason why we fight..*sigh*

I need to answer the question, why am I like this? Why am I sort of obsessing over him. He's already mine, but why am I feeling that if I don't be careful, he might slip away? I know it's totally wrong. It's like I don't trust him at all! Oh gawd..

I though I could never give him the letter I wrote to him, but I did. I know he'll get mad, and he did, the moment I told him that I threw away the letter. I'm so twisted! I really pity him because he has to get used to a person like me. I wanna cry sometimes because of my foolish decisions and such! Some maybe turning into something big and very disappointing.

I am really flip right now, like, my eyes are bulging and everything. No, I'm just kidding, but I do feel so crappy. Like I don't even know why I am anymore. Like I girl I used to be and the girl they loved doesn't exist anymore. I am so not surprised if one day we break up and it's my fault. It's always my fault. I'm kinda used to it.. No seriously, it's always really my fault.

Anyway, our field trip is coming soon. More like seven days. And it's such a waste of money! Yeah it really is! The school made us pay P900.00 for the trip itself and do you know where we're going? Manila Zoo -> Fort Santiago -> and Mall of Asia. I mean.. What the--!! We paid that amount of money just to see zoo animals, eat lunch in a place we've been to every year for the past souple of years, and go to a mall when we don't even have any money to spend? What is this crap? Since when did the Mall of Asia become an educational place? And you know what? The teachers didn't want us to know the exact place of where we really are going because they're afraid of compliants. P900.00 is more than enough money to go to those places. I'm not even in the shopping-mood and still I get to go to a mall I barely like. Seriously, it's not even that great. It's just huge, that's all. What would make my day on that particular day is when one of my favorite bands will be having a gig there. I just wish that Callalily will be there to play. Haha! In my dreams. I don't even know their gig schedule this November.

Good luck to the elementary kids since their field trip is today (11.10.06). I hope they try their best to enjoy the trip. And I somewhat hope that someone get lost for quite some time during their stay in the mall so that they'll change the venue for us. This is so crappy and such a waste of my time. I could've taken the P900 and treat my friends rather than watch it fly away just by sitting inside the bus, texting, and getting out of the mood by the thought of 'why am I here?'.

Okay I have to go. It's late. 'Bye!


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Monday, November 06, 2006 Gigs

The Longganisa thing is done. I'm so happy it is. Haha! I met Aya today in Alevort. She showed me pictures of Kean from a webcam. It was cute though he was sort of killing Spongebob. Haha!

Today wasn't so bad. It started a bit hectic, in the fact that I was late and was forced to beat for them in the fkag ceremony, but then it was okay coz the day ended up niceley (voice in my head: don't worry Maggie, the day's not over yet.) *sigh* I'm still worried about something. Something very confidentialo that I can't even write it in this blog. But then I'll figure stuff out as soon as possible.

Yesterday Michael and I didn't go to church though. He had a bvasketball game and everything. I slept a bit late because I was cooking the longganisa.. hee. It was heel, like, I want to sleep but I couldn't. If I fall asleep the rice'll burn up and could set the whole house down. But then like I said, it was okay.

I woke up minuted before 5 am! Like, whoa! I need to be up before 4am and here I am waking up an hour late!T_T gosh! I'm just so happy that it was cool and I finished it by the time I needed to go to school.

Oh and yea, I went to Callalily's gig here in SM Sta. Rosa and gawd! It was a waste of fare money because I didn't even got the chance of seeing them. There was a huge wall that blocked the view and the only thing that could help us get in was buying an album of theirs, in which at that time I got no money. >_< It was such a bummer (The mall, not the band) because I could've seen them again! If only there was no entry fee or requirement or something. In the event that we couldn't see them, Michael and I just decided to walk around the mall. We walked and ate ice cream and such, but no Callalily. T_T

It's such a drag when people try to take advantage of stuff. Like making fans buy their album so they can enter an open gig. Yes, it was an album tour, but when 6 Cycle Mind toured at Sm Sta.Rosa, the personnel never made us not see the gig just because we have no album! Why oh why did they do that to us! I waited to see them live and all I saw was a wood wall-like structure that sort of blocked the guys from being seen by the less-fortunate. Huhu! I wish I coiuld see them live again, but without cost.

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Friday, November 03, 2006 repost.. retry..

Darn. I made a really long post and it cleared up like hell. I dunno what happened. But shit. T_T

Michael came today. He bought be some of one of my favorite foods which can only be found here in Pacita - Football. It's mashed potato mixed with ground pork (or beef) and cheese at the center, and is deep fried into a rather oblong shape. If you're lucky, you might get one with carrots. LOL.

Anyway, Michael came about 4 in the afternoon. We watched t.v. and talked and stuff. He left like, 6 pm because he told me they had a game of basketball. It's cool with me because I appreciate him playing sports instead of lounging in front of the computer and play games which will not do any good for him.

Today, one of my favorite bands are in SM Southmall -- Callalily, which is really one fx or jeepney ride away. My best friend got to see them ebcause she's always in Southmall and she did not expect to see their presece in the mall. I envy her a bit because I wanted to come but I couldn't and it's just a coincidence that she was there. I got a text message from her telling me that Callalily was there, and all I could do was to stare at it, think for a moment what was happening, and delete the message. *sigh*

When I logged on and checked out my blog, I felt mixed emotions. I was rather depressed because I saw that nothing happened, Im used to that emotion because I barely get comments in this blog, or any of my blog. But then I felt a rather nice feeling to see the lightness of my template. It's really nice and it really centralizes my blog posts instead of the cool codes that were put into it. Yes you might say it's plain, but it's not about the colours, it's about the thoughts that were put into the posts. And yes, I am what you call a Nobody in the blog world.

The moment I woke up, I waited a text message from Michael, either a morning greeting or just a plain hello to make me sure that he's awake. But no, I recieved none. I first time he texted me today was to tell me that he's standing outside our gate. Wow. Interesting. It sucks not being able to have the money to even load up my phone. Gah. I guess I have to wait till monday..

Wait.. Oh my gosh, I just remembered. We have a project due on monday! I'm the group leader so I take responsibilities. Grr. No one has paid me yet! Curse those unpaying group mates. 1 out of 7 of the members of my group is actually interested in making that project. I mean, she's even more interested that me. So why am I the leader again?

This is still a rather short post. I had a very long one minutes ago but it got erased because the page redirected. Grr. Not one of my happy blog posting days. I hate it when things like that happen, and I end up not making another post anymore. It's a good thing that I'm bored and has nothing to, so I'm still here, amking another post and filling your head with mine.

After this, I'm gonna blog hop and know more people. I really wanna talk to other people and ask how they made thier blog so successful. I really wanna have a lot of comments because I want to hear what other bloggers think fo me and my writing. *sigh*

I'm hungry. LOL. But I don't wanna eat. I'm starving myself. It's for a personal purpose and if ever I'm right, I'll keep you posted.

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9th in the 11th..

It's a bit late but I consider this post from the 2nd day of November which is yesterday.. anyways, it's our 9th months anniversary. Whew! It's that long? Time surely flies. On the next 3 months we'll be having our anniversary. I'm so happy because I never thought we could make it this far. We had problems, yes. And I posted a lot of them here (it just sucks that I can't post everyday), but then we're still live and kicking. Hee!

Halloween was boring, as usual. Unlike other countries (Chip I'm so jealous of you. haha!). Halloween is so boring the the Philippines! No decorations. No kids trick-or-treating. No Jack-o-Lanterns. No pranks. No kids running around in costumes. And most of all.. no halloween parties! I mean, how boring is that? It made me remember the first time I went to a Halloween party. I wore a huge tattered shirt and my mom made my face look so white and made me eat this bubblegum which turns your mouth to a certain color, as for me, I got the black one. She also made me a broom. Gah! I wish that could happen again.

On the first of November, we went to the cemetery in Pasay City along with Michael. We visited my Grandma's tomb and offered a prayer for the preceding souls in there. The cemetery was crowded but then I'm just glad nothing bad happened. It was the first time I stared at the sunset and it was with him, but the place was the cemetery so it's not that romantic. We tomb-hopped our way out. Unfortunately, we were caught in the rain but were lucky enough to reach a ceiling before the real downpour struck.

As for today, it's nice. He came about 6 in the evening and stayed until minutes until 10pm. I was bored the whole day, I just wish he came much earlier. I'm not complaining or anything.. it's just.. it was so boring. Anyways, I fixed this blog a little bit. I changed the template to something that would actually show my blog posts! I know people aren't really reading my posts sp here it is! A much simpler and better lay. I can say the previous one was cuter, but who needs cute? I need readers not critics. And besides, I didn't make that template anyway.

I just wish I could learn how to make my own template. Anyway, I have to go. I'll try to post more soon. 'Bye!

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oh and by the way, my ex-boyfriend kept texting me on what seems to be a 'quote' for him. Gah! If you're wondering how he got my number, I told him. He asked if he can get it and I gave it to him. It's not like I'm gonna text him or anything. I think Michael is keeping a close eye to my ex' messages. Haha! I told Michael it's alright. I'm a Globe person, and my ex is a smart subscriber. There's no way in hell that I would waste precious extra load just to text my EX. Haha. ciao!

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